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Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 7:14 PM
I fell for a guy
always thought he'll be mines.
it seemsed like we were perfect for each other,
until something pulled us futher.
i though i was happy,
until life slapped me.
my heart was gone,
like it was a broken toy.
A guy found the toy,
with face of joy.
He fixed it,
with his love kit.
I fell for this guy
but this time will he stay mines??

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Watching: pics on deviant art
  • Playing: nothin
  • Eating: wish it was food

a poem that just got my attention

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 10:50 PM
I am the sky, he said to me;
I am the Earth, the lake, the tree.
Why do you say this? I said to he.
Son, he said, do you believe?
I believe in love, I believe in wishes;
I believe in dreams, and my ambitions.
You cannot touch love, he said so bold.
But, I can feel it in my soul.
Then he asked, and what about dreams?
I have dreams and dreams have me.
He looked at the sky, smiled, and said,
I am the fruit from which you are fed.
I thought this though. Thoughts filled my head.
When I finished, I then said,
I love the sky, I love the tree,
I love the lake, and they love me.
I love the Earth and up above,
I love to be happy, I love to love.
I make a wish, a wish so real,
I wish for the love of the wishing girl.
I dream my dreams till my sleep is done,
I dream to be with the dreaming one.
And when I have her, my love won’t go,
With each new day my love will grow.
I will continue to love, though I cannot touch it,
I will continue to love and always feel it.
Do you see my point, my puzzled friend?
I will love her to the very end.
He smiled at me, then turned away,
He left, but would return another day.
I laid and watched the clouds above,
Then I made a wish, a wish for love.
-Dan Martos

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: im so sick-flyleaf
  • Reading: the poem i just copyed on here
  • Watching: pics on deviant art
  • Playing: nothin
  • Eating: wish it was food

if only

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 23, 2008, 11:25 PM
Make it go away,make it go away,
that in which that kills me inside.
Never leaving my thoughts,
never leaving my mind.
Wanting to come out through tears,
but I want it to come out for good.
Reaching my arm to happynesss
but wataching it slip off my fingers.
If only it could go away...so it wouldnt slip away.

  • Mood: Sadness

The Rain Be My Tears

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 21, 2008, 5:40 PM
looking out of the window,
watching the rain.
So many raindrops,
so many pain.
The noices,the thunder,the lighting,
the emptyness,the pain,the tears.
I glance into the sky,
the raindrops fall on my face.
blank stare filled with nothing
close my eye, trying to hold it in
but the rain falls on its own.
Sitting in a dark lonely window...
watching the rain.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: my baby bro watching "blue clues"

think think think!!!

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 20, 2008, 9:53 PM
...........................................................................................................................................................i got nothing

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: my baby bro watching "ninjia turtles"